I am alive.

I want to firstly say that right now as I'm typing out this update, my mind is kind of all over the place and none of my thoughts are really too cohesive and I'm sorry if that makes this seem like kind of a mess. I just really wanted to push out an update because I've been inactive for quite a bit and I want to let people know I'm still here and still working on music diligently.

1. The Vaporwave \ \ Synthwave \ \ Lo-Fi Hip-Hop EP that I promised, has been trashed.

Q: WHY THO

A: I felt like no one was going to care about it. I hardly cared about the music after I was done creating it. It felt empty. a lack of feel to it. and if I can't feel my own art, who the fuck will?

2. I recently started some new original music, right now it's only one song but maybe it will branch off into something bigger? we'll see. I think it's a step forward and it feels like I havent taken one of those in a while. It's felt as if a lot of my music has sounded almost exactly the same for the past handful of months and this track actually feels refreshing and I can't wait to share it with you all.

3. I am truly sorry for the recent inactivity. Family issues and a personal loss that hit me extremely hard emotionally has had me down for a while now and I've been trying to get a grip of myself again, but I'm overall okay and almost ready to give you all something new again.

again, I am so sorry if this is just a total mess and doesn't really make any sense. I'm trying.